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25 November 2009 @ 03:59 pm
So where am i gonna start off?....well im fine,been single for 5 damn months,nand being a total heartless asshole throughout..
So yeah...I feel great,except yesterday,so yeah,i made a risk with it all,and heck,i lose it all.....i bet u assholes dont understand what im talking about,and hey,most of the time i dont even understand myself....heres a hint though,its about a girl...i bet u wanna know....But fuck off you kaypo basterds...and now,i have no idea why i keep saying basterd...maybe because i just watch Inglorious Basterds and it made me happy-__-
Since all that blood,ur flesh being ripped apart,looking at someone removing ur skin from your freaking head!!!That was damn fun....
And now,for my weekly poem writing...
How could this be done...
By someone with a wonderful smile,
It made me smile,laugh and act like a complete idiot
It may sound like happiness to you...
But it made me just regret...
When i just risk it all,just for her,coz i thought,it was the real deal...
But i ended up losing it all,includin the real deal...
And ended up with a bad hangover in the morning...
Fuck love and relationships...
Whoever made this better die,or already dead,
If they were alive,i will kill him/her,and make him/her alive again...
But now,i kill her/him in whole lot of fucking ways...
And this is when im off,to deliver rempeyek for my mum...
But atleast i get paid doing it....
And rempeyek is like a keropok or tumpi...
Fuck this...
 
 
Current Mood: blank
 
 
30 September 2009 @ 10:04 pm

Well selamat raya,sorry for long delay but was in a pickle u know what i mean...

And thus only indie soothes my soul right now....
Well firstly not gonna chase for anyone no more,just give me complications,caution to those yang terase...
Furthermor need to do exam and shit....

But inside even though im happy on the out,i always feel empty,maybe past people just like relinquished all of it i guess???big words huh?

And to that particular person thats been waiting...Im SORRY but i think im better off alone now,and especially now...

Currently listening to Sam's Town(Abbey Road Version) by The Killers,try listening to that..

Well im off....

 
 
11 August 2009 @ 04:25 pm

Well today wasn't much fun,got a msg from that girl,rplied...
 

So i was in class with faiqal,and the both of us have the sudden urge to learn to speak chines so yeah,we chinese people to teach us,Man...our chines pronounciation sucks..

As we fastforward,i go home early,i don't whats the reason for that,than the girl appeared,chatted with her about something,and went off...

Been sitting and thinking and chatting,So i logged on to my livejournal,and to my surprise,I realised that i was super emo yesterday,I was oh my god,i sound soo emo,never knew i had it in me hahahah,Well i got not much else to say,stay tune for more adventures of Ade

 
 
10 August 2009 @ 09:02 pm

As the morning draws
 

My feeling for will not stop

My love is like a curse

Which could not be lifted

From the most beautiful groups of girls,she apeared,in a stunning blue dress,pink shoes and cheerful smile.

We kissed,we hugged and we loved

But as we started loving,the curse have started its effect

From jealousy to anger,it made more vulnerable,for a dagger to pierce my soul.

With a heart full of unattended wounds,scars of unspeakable horrors

But she was there,with the smile of angel

But her wings turn black,she trasformed,to a beast of nightmares

Ripped my soul into two,tore my chest apart

When she saw my heart,she took and flown off,to the depths of hell.

I layed there,silent,i learnt my lesson as my breath goes weaker

I slowly closed my eyes

And laid there heartless

Never to be loved again

THis is what i thought while i was busy hitting the wall,i realised shes just a demon in disguise,waiting for vulnerable hearts to prey on and deliver it to the devil himself.I enjoyed the times but good times don't last forever,and again after learning lessons from what that cannot truly happen,i will always left with a hollow heart....

Thank u for making me like these...

 
 
09 August 2009 @ 01:19 am

 Im so bored today,Not much to do all day except of thinking to write a poem.....I can't decide wether to write a poem about fina(That girl now)or my life so far.

She is the girl that i love,She is the light in the dark,The angel i see through my eyes,The dream i await for so long.

Well that was roughly what i was thiking,for uuhhmmm i can say for 10 seconds....Well i feel like talking about Fina.We know eachother on msn,at around June Holidays.We met two weeks ago,but when i met her,i was attracted to her,as if she was a magnet.I kissed her on that day,which i did'nt want it to happen on that day,but the comfort of holding was so overwhelming,i just look into her eyes and just kissed her sweet warm lips.Man....what im talking sounds dirty hahahaha,well farewell,Thank you very nice

 
 
04 August 2009 @ 04:39 pm

Well.....
 

It was sooo boring...except for the paperball fight,damn basterds

I said time-out but they kept throwin,afraid they lose heheheeh...

I almost fell just now while dodging...stupid retard,aim at my head.Was suppose to hand up my D&T folio,for my CA marks,but was soooo busy with the paper ball fight,left it in class,so im guessin i might fail..My maths,science and malay for sure fail...If only i didnt waste time.....Wow!i don't feel like myself,i wonder why?...Neh idk uh,but chattin with erah just now made me abit ok..If your wondering about my swollen/broken arm,i think the pain gettin back...I was like stupid and tried arm wrestle with it,Idiotic right?i know,That why they call me Ade...

 
 
02 August 2009 @ 12:05 am
Sorry for the huge delay,was busy with every day human life.To start off,i fell on friday.A very funny and cool fall anyway.I tripped durin PE lesson while playing basketball,Before that,my team was up against a group of short people.So yeah,we tease them,but they suddenly trashed us,those speedy little basterds,was havin a hard time catchin with those speedy little basterds.The ball was with S1(Shortie1),than he passed to number 2 than 3 than again and again.I tell u,they're fast,even my PE teacher join in our team and we still don't stand a chance.About the fall,it was because i was chasing those short basterds,i tripped his leg,fell on my knee than on my arm,but stupid me and logical me did a somersault to stop myself from gettin open wounds so did,stood up as fast as i could,looking as if nothing happened,but everyone saw me,was quite embarassed,but still,everybody have their up and downs.But for me,down,roll and up,i know...its not funny,well thats me,Im a lame and open guy hahahahha...About today i realised that my arm,might be fractured or maybe have a small crack.I tell you its very hard rubbing your shampoo if your under my condition,I was really fucked up too.Was supposed to go out but since my hand,stayed home,rest and watched tv like a couch potato.Messaged the girl i liked,by the way,i broken up with the previuos one,Don't wanna talk about that bitch anyway,just spoil my writing mood..hurhurhur...So yeah,theres this girl,very nice,pretty,very cute and so lovable.So i was worrying about my arm and her because she didn't reply.And the first thing that struck me was,did i do something wrong?than i will sure use my pal and bang my head,its a habit of mine,so don't worry people whose reading this.Overall,fuvked up day..Well thats all that my brain can come up with,so buhbye fellow humans,taking off...^^
 
 
29 June 2009 @ 09:48 pm
Well lately me and my girlfriend aren't doing that well.OK,i love her very much but it seems that....If we're in a fight,she will always get very pissed at me.I understand why she's pissed but she never understands that how i'm feeling at the time.It's as if shes not thinking if she were in my shoes,its like shes not the one that can get very pissed you know.I have been so patient and quiet while she keeps on hurling words such as you talk crap and all those type of shit.Its as if she doesn't care about how i feel,it makes me feel hurt and sad.I know she sounds like a lousy girlfriend,but our love was totally unexpected.Both of us were not even looking for love,but love ended up looking for us hahaha.Even though shes like this,she nice too,not to mention caring,have a sweet smile,mesmerising eyes,cute voice,loveable and to mention very huggable haha.And if my love is reading this,im sorry but this wat im feeling this past days,and im not jealous with your bestie rite now,OK,i admit im a bit jealous,but i won't gonna interrupt your friendship.And yes it did make me very sad,i know what im saying is offending,i just want to say this.....Im sorry if this really offended you,i know your gonna be pissed at me,AND i know im being a DUMBASS...But i really love and care for you...Im feeling really sick right now,i don't know if your worried for me or not,but if anything happens to me,don't be sad,you know i wil be there,and i know i wanna go through the ups and down with you..I LOVE YOU FANA!
 
 
 
 

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